Another week immersed in the restaurant world, sipping gorgeous wines, noshing on excellently-prepared cuisine, taking in a suave cigar room in L.A.'s most popular speakeasy, relaxing with a glass of cognac at 4 in the morning after a glorious evening with similarly-minded people. Guess what, I'm only 25 years old, probably 15 to 20 years too young for this kind of behavior. But what tips me off as a potential sham might be that I fashion myself as a food writer.
I know, for those in the industry, those seasoned professionals, there's no way I really know what I'm talking about. I couldn't possibly have the experience to justify any conclusions I make. To those that have been doing this for up to twice as long as I've lived, I might have no right being a bon vivant at such a young age, enjoying the good life that a baby boomer (or late Gen-Xer) has every right to live in the 2010s. At this point, I should be happy trying to smooth-talk my way into some Hollywood lounge or bask on the cabanas of Vegas. Or better yet, I should sit quietly, observe, learn, listen, and when decades of experience can validate my opinion, I will finally be able to have an ounce of authority in my opinion and my voice. With all of this, I humbly and assuredly concur.
The Internet generation is too entitled, too spoiled, and too precocious to believe otherwise, unless they are so lost in their delusion that they'll be stuck in their mindset for the rest of their lives. I do pity our generation when they're suddenly 45 and can't believe how little they've accomplished because they've been handed so much on a silver platter. We don't know how to work for our status, pay our dues, like the other generations have known.
Being a budding food writer is no easy business in the media swell that is Web 2.0, social networks, and blogs. Traditional media's already taken a nosedive for the worst, and I fear that soon enough all major food publications close up their printshops and live like the rest of us on the web. If the iPad were any better, this downfall would be even more precipitous (thankfully the device doesn't merit the cost). The web has equalized all voices, making any haphazard Yelper or blogger a sudden competitor to the established regimes of print media. Twitter has made instant what previously took weeks or months to percolate into the masses.
I could remain on the sidelines. I could stay in my stucco tower and read all the food books, dictionaries, cookbooks, memoirs, and encyclopedias until my contact lenses dry out in an stinging, tearful mess. I could eat out every other day at fine dining restaurant, and on other nights stay home to cook bourgeois fare in the comfort of my own kitchen, testing recipes from classics such as Mastering the Art of French Cooking, Beard on Food, Larousse, heck even Pepin's La Technique and Escoffier himself! I could amass a body of food experiences that could rival anyone else's in the world, and it still wouldn't be enough. There will still be those whose memories and palates and writing skills would surpass mine, because they've done it bigger, better, more efficiently, and with more aplomb than myself.
I don't know when the food world became such a competitive sport. I don't know when the food media became a winner-take-all system that elevates those with the right connections or unique backstory.
Instead of competition, instead of trying to prove who's right or wrong, maybe it would be better if we minded our own business, showing ourselves that we're satisfied enough with what we know and experience. Sure it's aggravating when people who don't know the correct preparation of a dish are the arbiters. Even I got mad watching Gourmet's Diary of a Foodie watching some two-bit trying to explain kimchi preparation on their Korea episode before thinking...do I really know that much more than that guy? Who cares? Good for him and good for Korea that they got such a nice feature.
What ultimately makes a good food writer is the outpouring of one's knowledge, experience, and passion. All three play a part in instilling the culture with what makes food important - that it's a human endeavor whose story deserves to be told. Sometimes the person that isn't most qualified tells this story, but at least someone is telling it.
I'm sure in Curnonsky's day there were dozens of other competitors in the food cognoscenti, vying for their special seat in restaurants and the opportunity to hobnob with chefs. I'm certain Lucullus wasn't the only Roman who endeavored to tell the stories of those extravagant parties. Fisher, Wechsberg, Liebling, and Olney weren't the only food writers in our country three generations ago. There are countless other examples, but time shows that greatness rises to the top, after the other voices are whittled away like chaff.
In the meantime, I think it's best for me to keep writing. I'll have detractors. That's okay, because there are more important things in my life than food writing. There are more important things in the world than food (shocking!). I follow a passion for writing that's continued for the last 8 years, and persist with my passion for food running 4 years (in the serious sense). I've been eating well since my earliest memories, thanks to a comfortable upbringing by food-centric parents (I can thank their Brazilian background for that).
I'll continue to eat well thanks to many friends in the food world - cooks, chefs, restaurateurs, writers. I'll scale mountains and brave valleys to find that perfect fruit or meal or dish. Perhaps by then I will have sat in the temples of gastronomy that ultimately fade into memory as many do (consider L'Pyramide, and decades from now, The French Laundry or El Bulli). Like my parents, who've dined with European royalty, fought through Amazonian jungles, watched volcanoes erupt while enjoying a meal, I will get around to seeing the breadth and depth of God's creation that is this world, to say that this life has been to the full. And hopefully, in my last days, people might consider something I had to say about food, and life itself. I will be thankful for that.
20 comments:
The best way to be a better writer is to keep writing. So keep up the good work on your blog and whatever else you are working on. And you're correct, writing should not be thought of as competitive. It's hard enough. Nice to meet you! I'm a fan of your blog and photos.
"Sometimes the person that isn't most qualified tells this story, but at least someone is telling it."
KUDOS to you Matt!
absolutely~ there isn't a wrong or right blogger.
Keep on writing Matt! And besides, age is just a number and we all have our various writing styles.
Onto more writing in 2010!
Kathy - definitely write (ha).
MyLastBite - always encouraging :) thank you.
Cookie Chomper - hm...I wouldn't quite say that. I think the reader need to decide what's worthwhile and what isn't.
Danny - i sometimes i wish i were older. i won't be saying that in 15 years.
I can't believe you're only 25...Your words have the wisdom of someone decades older. I enjoyed reading this post so much, because it touched me personally in so many ways.
I've also come to realize that writing isn't about "winning"...and have come to enjoy the self-fulfillment, self-discovery, and insights that come from true writing that derive from humility and curiosity.
Keep up the good writing, Matt!
I agree, we should let people be. You can't get better at writing by just watching and reading and it really shouldn't be a competition the way it tends to be.
BTW ... watching volcanoes erupt during a meal? Holy ... where can I do that?
Hey kid,
You sound like an old man. But a wise old man!
You know when I first started food blogging back in the olden days on a green iMac, there was no competitive food writing. Iron Chef was the only competitive thing in the popular food world. The handful of LA food bloggers back then (of which only a handful remain) were a true community of food lovers who also enjoyed sharing their culinary experiences through food blogs.
It was actually very nurturing. People shared ideas rather than attacked them. We hung out at each other's homes and attended wedding receptions, baby showers, etc. We were like *gasp* regular people!
In fact, we helped each other become better food writers. The few of us lucky enough to be on television or radio even referred producers to our fellow food bloggers. I continue to do this.
I won't be a pollyanna and say that there were no competitive attitudes. There were, but only a little. Mostly, the feelings were of camaraderie.
Matt, I think you're a really great writer. Technically you got it down. If there was any suggestion I could give to you is that you might consider just having fun writing and doing it for yourself rather than writing for the unknown others because you'll never make them happy.
Glad to see you tackle this topic after recent developments. Your writing continues to improve, and your posts continue to be more interesting than the typical dish by dish rundowns. It's not worth getting discouraged over the occasional detractor. If somebody doesn't like your writing, they don't have to visit the site.
Well it's going to be difficult to defend you in an unbiased manner, but I believe strongly that the Internet has empowered the youth. I agree with you that this/our generation has a false sense of entitlement, but maybe that's only negative if viewed from the perspective of the older generation. In the past, if your dream job was to become a food writer, the years of toil and setbacks would wear you down often before you get published. Often, it was your dream job because that's all it was--a dream unobtainable by the very nature of the publishing business. What we have to realize now is that the Internet has given us the power to reach that role through "unconventional means." You might say you want to be a food writer Matt, but I want to tell you, "Dude, you are a food writer."
I was inspired by Randy Pausch's Last Lecture telling us to stop dreaming and actually accomplish. I thought for the longest time that food criticism would be something I could do way off in the future once I'm retired with a lifetime of experience. But what I soon realized was that I didn't have to wait. Food writing didn't have to be some far-off dream. I was living it.
Of course, that's not to say that the Internet has also automatically empowered you to be a good food writer. And that's what I think your post really gets to. It's not about obtaining your dreams, you've already got that; it's about expanding your work and becoming the best at what you want to do.
You might think the playing field has been changed by online mass media, but economics will always play a role. The cream will still rise to the top, and continuing to strive to be that cream is the driving force. I applaud your commitment to improve, but don't sell yourself short. You're doing what you really want to do, and that personal satisfaction makes you a good food writer.
You have to be making a splash, an impact for anybody else to think it worth the time to detract *from* you. :) Very beautifully written.
Wise words indeed from a budding food writer - as oppose to a mere blogging me, whose food experiences are limited, writing skills iffy and passions wax and wane.
I never really partook in the writing/blogging competitions, everyone's entitled to their experiences and perspectives--though I do wish people would realize that yelling louder doesn't make their voices more valid... just more annoying.
There's nothing that qualifies me to be a "food writer." Nothing that makes me an authority on the matter. I just know that I love food, and I love writing about food. And I love reading about food - on your blog and the many others in our company.
Fiona: my parents stayed at a hotel in Costa Rice that offered such an attraction. These are the volcanoes that erupt daily, not the Vesuvius or Mt. Saint Helens type...they would not be here if that were so.
Eddie: you were part of the original wave of bloggers that started in LA, so you have an idea of what the culture was like back then. In some sense the bloggers now do have a level of camaraderie, but competition is starting to creep in. Drama abounds. Thank you for your sage words and advice.
Josh: know that I consider you a colleague and someone that encourages me and helps me to hone my skills at the same time. I hope the two of us will be writing well into our 80's.
Aaron: always a man with the appropriate words.
Esther: thank you!
HC: I guess I've just taken upon myself to aspire to being a great writer, which doesn't happen overnight. It's a challenge I place before myself, and none other.
Diana: You're riding a fine line there. You're obviously passionate about food and dining. I believe that that passion will compel you beyond what you could imagine, just keep it up.
Matt, jeez man. My thoughts exactly. You have no idea I have gotten home from a deep night of eating and drinking with you guys and pondering this exact same thing.
Its funny, I never even viewed my food writing as competitive in the least. Just my life...which happens to revolve around food--tis' all. I've kept a journal since the 4th grade and a blog was only natural.
Since that first time I finally met you at that Minx dinner, I bonded with you, "OMG! another young food blogger" ha ha.
I look forward to growing with you and witnessing each others progress in writing :)
cheers homie.
You are not really 25. That is just the number of years since your birth. You are clearly an old soul.
And, at more than twice your age, I would be extremely grateful to have half your writing skills.
Bravo Matt! Write ON!
LL
Amen to that, brother! Bon Vivants at any age are worth knowing in my opinion. What better view of heaven on earth when the 20, 30, 40, 50 & 60 somethings (and let's not leave out 70, 80 and 90 somethings either...)can all enjoy and discuss on an even playing field.
I would have never guessed you were 25. And I mean that in a wonderful way. Maintain your authenticity, voice your opinions and just keep doing what you're doing. As long as you're enjoying yourself and growing in the process, that's all that matters. Great to meet you the other night.
I am so sad I didn't read this until now. I, too, constantly feel like I have to justify being able to have an opinion. I love your writing.
Matt, Age is neither creates a hindrance from nor a license to good writing. Keep up the good work, the thoughtful metacognitive processes of exploring your food & writing universes. Ignore anything that feels competitive...I imagine it is (while maybe not entirely irrelevant) overrall unimportant if you are doing the thing that you love.
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